Blogger is a place where people could divert their feelings or thoughts in because they somehow do not know how to express it in words. Just like me. People say i look serious all the time. That is bull man. I've given my best shot to loosen my cheek muscle and smile whenever possible. So for those who do not understand me fully, please ask around first before jumping to conclusion that im arrogant or some sort of like that. I detest it seriously. My close friends know how i am or behave etc. Ok, i shall not pursue this matter cause it will only make me more furious.
As planned, we headed to N.P. After reaching home from morning cycle, i only managed to go into slumberland at 7am. That made it 2 hours rest for me cause i had to get up at 9 and prepare. Unfortunately, i overslept and couldnt hear the alarm. I only woke up when Hwee Khim called a few times. I put on an act with a voice of a person who has long wake up. haha. I glanced at the time. it was 10.20. GOD DAMN IT. I quickly called zul and informed him about this trivial matter. Within 30 minutes i was alread at bp mac. Sorry guys to keep you waiting. My sincere apologies. Bus to N.P and went to CANTEEN 1 to rest and wait for our NP friends to join us. We slacked there for close to 150 mins. Soon we left the place and started roaming around looking at the courses they have to offer. Our leg was kinda shagged. We only walked to a certain block that we were interested in. Afwer everything had ceased, we went back to caneen 1 and slacked again. Talking and crapping. Ka en and Lester wanted to eat Mc @ BP. So we went there. Then we left for home.
This part onwards is a personal reflection i had on myself while alone in the bus back to home from bp. Being alone can help you straighten out your thoughts and relfection. I am not implicating this part to anyone. Please dont be misunderstood yea. It's solely my personal reflection.
I am somehow happy today cause i managed to break free from my fears or ego when meeting her. Finally i am back to the person i once was. Easy-going. Surprisingly, i began talkative but i talked more to her or just strike a convo. But it was way better than the sentosa trip where i only uttered a few words with her and that's it. I think im getting used to the presence and environment already. Which was a good thing. But i shall not ask for anything. Friends we shall be. I no longer have the feeling of shy that i used to have when meeting her. Its fading away from me. When this happened, i am easily to be with. Yeas man! Finally my wish has been granted.
On a lighter note, im elated today.
changing the course of my life
into something special...